Just a little Crisis

I’m not sure how many people have anxiety, but I’m pretty sure it’s common enough where I can post this and people will know what I’m talking about. I’ve been having a really hard week and everything just seems to be everywhere. So let’s talk about it a little bit.

Kurt’s Graduating

I haven’t kept it a secret that Kurt’s graduating, but when we were at lunch with his family I found the date fell out of my mouth quickly and then I realized how close that was going to be. The realization of that has just given me a panic attack and as the day creeps closer I find myself getting a huge stomach ace over it.

My niece is pregnant!

So I don’t really talk about my nieces and nephews on this blog, but they do exist, and the second youngest just announced that she is pregnant. Although I am super happy for her I’m finding it sort of hard to realize that she’s going to become a mom. I reached out to her and she’s been talking to me a lot, but it’s just a thing that is sort of scaring me.

Housing

So this last week was the wonderful week of housing and I’m happy to say that I have a four person apartment, but the track to that was long and hard and nothing went right. I’m happy to say we ended up where we wanted to be but it was hard and anxiety inducing. So after not getting three different apartments I’m happy to say that for right now I do have a place to live next year.

After college

recently I’ve been helping Kurt with budgeting and such and I actually started looking at my own after college plan. I’m finding that it’s changing a lot but I’m happy that I am finding that I will be able to do my sort of new plan (post about that this time next year)

 

So after having a very stressful week I’m going to be going back to the regularly scheduled programing next week.

See you soon,

Amanda

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One thought on “Just a little Crisis

  1. xoxopandapandaxoxo says:

    I totally get this! I’ve been struggling over here in Japan too with realizing how close so many things are! I hope that you start feeling better soon, honey! I love you so much and if ever you need anything, just let me know! I may be nearly a whole world away, but I’m still here for you!

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